abbey lee
gaunt-ly:
beautifulasjew: purgefectionist: fill-and-empty: fill-and-empty: getting fatter everyday. i am not aloud to be weighted until the meeting with the doctor. i know how much i weight, i can see it. i’m bigger than ever and it’s really hard for me to stop cutting.im a monster.a big disgusting fat monster.nothing will ever change that.even if i could be skinny, i won’t get rid of this uglyness.i dont want people telling me in pretty, or fat. or ugly. or beautiful.i know what i see and thats what i believe.  okay this is maybe weird.. but im going to talk to/about myself now.. or whatever.i feel like i can, i know that my mood keeps changing every second, but right now i want to try not to cut again.the longest so far was 8 days. let me at least beat that.  baby..:c  :c <3
5/29/12

Turkey Bacon- 60
Rice (purged)- 300
Turkey Hot Dogs- 240
Total: 600

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